Saturday, August 22, 2015

The 9.

Red is blood
Yellow is sun
Green is nature
Blue is sea
Pink is lollipop
Purple is lavender
Orange is pumpkin
Brown is land
Grey is path


9 colours of us

We walk to the white

The 10th colour

Because the white is light


The heart is red
The happiness is yellow
The kindness is green
The sadness is blue
The sweet word is pink
The longing is purple
The joke is orange
The sweetness is brown
The miscommunication is grey


9 elements of us

We walk to the future

The 10th element

Because we believe the future is bright as light




Credits to : Vidya Nurchaliza

Monday, August 3, 2015

14 Lines Of "I Love You's"

Don’t forget to eat
Be careful on the way
Watch your step
Put your seat belt on
I’ll be here if you need anything
Call me if you need any help
Get enough sleep

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you


Meh, just 14 lines of "I love you's"

Sacrifice, Choices, And A Question.

The Throne
Once was a grand king to his own
With reign to every corner of the kingdom
Descended from his grand seat
Staking his luxury ownings
To build a new throne for two, together


The Time
Once was a strider of epochs
With power to change the past for the future
Settled down the age
Never to look back again
To walk through the their future, together


The Sword and Shield
Once was a wandering knight
With a plain markless shield and hilt
Bowed down to a lone banner
Readied his arms
To stand against the world, together


But despite all that...


...Would that be enough?



Saturday, August 1, 2015

Collision of stars.

We never were living in a world
Where we tread were a mere star
Alone, we are but a soul and their one star
For each of us, on a whole starry black night sky


Orbiting the dark empty space
Through thousands of millennium
Through years of light
Simply revolving for nothing but existance


Existence, and a flash of the ticking time
A blink of the time being
Where gravities meet
Where our stars meet


Colliding into each other’s core
Symphonizing a supernova and a black hole
Forming a brand new world
Splattered with the celestial aftermath


Uniting two souls on their one new world
Converging colors of the souls
For them to paint the world together
With unimaginable spectrum of memories


For now they possess the time
For now they possess the space
For their treading are now infinite
For they are now as one



And for they will live a world with beauty only they will understand.

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Alternate Future : Plays Of The 9

It was 7:00 in the evening.

            His agreement with her to constantly plays mind game to help her develop her mind has ended up in a quite severe mental disorder where she develop several defective personality in her self.

She ran outside with a knife in her hand. Stopping just 2 feet away from the edge of the cliff. Breathing heavily with her eyes locked on him.

He was walking slowly towards her, not to make any sudden movement, not to startled her. And then he talked to her to try to calm her down.

“darling, please, you need some help from the professional. I promise i’ll visit you everyday, i’ll bring you flowers.”

“NO! YOU JUST WANT TO LOCK ME AWAY! BECAUSE YOU DON’T LOVE ME ANYMORE!”

“no, please, i always...”

            Haven't finished his talk, she rushed to him screaming like a murderous lunatic with her knife ready to do any harm to him. She threw her knife at him but it didn’t hit him.

            He bowed down to take the knife from the ground. He was getting back up with the knife pointing upward in his hand. She tripped over and fell. She fell to the knife and got stabbed on her own body.

            They both frozen from any movement. Both because of the pain that just struck them. One on the physical body from the knife that got stabbed to her. One on the heart knowing that he would lose her to his own hand, but not because of him, but might be her best way out from her insanity.

            As she slowly fade away, laying on the grass with her head on his lap with him sitting down slumped. He didn’t know what to do while his love was unable to speak any words from he blood-flooded throat. They could only look to each other’s eyes. One is looking up sad seeing the one she loved crying. One is looking down devastated witnessing the last moment of the oen he loved.

            As her eyes started closing not to open again. He said his last words to her.
“i love you...”

            And the sky that night started raining heavily with thunder storm.



It was 5:00 in the morning.

            She ran outside to the backyard towards the cliff’s end. Stopping just 4 feet away from the edge of the cliff. She closed the eyes, spread his arms wide, and breathed in the morning air. She just invited a smile to her face. And then she relaxed her arms down and stare into ocean ahead of her, watching the sun climb up slowly to it’s place on the horizon.

            He made his way to the back porch, to find her outside enjoying the morning. He walked him self towards her. Standing beside her while staring at the ocean, he talked calmly to her.

“you forgot your hijab.”

“...but, honey, we are married now!”

“i just don’t want your dad step any closer to hell.”

He was still staring to the ocean. Then she looked at him, putted on a sulky face and walked grumpily back to their white wooden cottage that was not very far behind them. She entered the cottage through the back door, walked inside where the green interior paint was slowly shined upon by the light of the rising sun far on the horizon.

She walked to the kitchen table, and took the hijab cloth she didn’t get to wear, worked it around his face and walked back outside. After she get to him, she talked grumpily to him.

“you happy now?!”

He turned him self to her, took her by the hand and said

“you’re as beautiful as the day that i met you.”

And then kissed her forehead.

            She looked down and smiled and giggled. They turn their sight back to the sunrise and spent their morning holding hands gazing at the horizon without a word said.



It was 8:00 in the evening.

            It was raining heavily that night. It was so dark, the only light is  available is from the thunder, the porch light far on the cottage, and the police car sirene light in front of the cottage.

            He was standing just a feet away from the edge of the cliff. He snapped out of his mind and tried to assault her with a knife after they fight about her being too busy not having time for him. And now he is holding her as a hostage with a knife.

The police, that came from the neighbor’s call to them because they heard screaming, was approaching slowly to him. One is getting closer with his hand readied on his gun holster. The other one is further behind trying to be calm on that situation.

“Stand back! Or i’ll hurt her!”

“Sir, please calm down, we are trying to help you...”

            He was too focused to the police. She gathered all her courage and slipped out of his strangle. She slipped away and pushed him back.

            He can’t make a stand on the ground for it was too slippery from the rain. He fell down off the cliff to the bottom of it where formation of rocks awaited to sweep his body away to the ocean with the waves.

            She screamed and cried as she realized that she just lost her loved one. The police restrained her so she didn’t do anything harmful to her self and tried to calm her down.

            The rain stopped falling. Leaving her weep and the sound of the waves below as the sound of the night.



It was 6:00 in the morning.

            The sun just rose on the far east horizon. Shinning upon the green grassed cliff with a small white cottage near it’s edge.

            She slammed the back door open and ran crying to the edge of the cliff. She stopped just 3 feet away from the edge. Gazed to the ocean with tears streaming down her face. Wetting her eyelashes and cheeks.

            He followed her not long after. He grabbed her upfront and stared deep into her eyes. His eyes were shallow like a moron. But his words were deeper than the ocean behind him.

“your eyes are just as beautiful as the day we met, deeper than the ocean you just stared into. That's why i fell for you everytime i look into your eyes. That's why you will always got me.”

            Her cry worsen as she heard his words. She hugged him tightly. Her tears dampen his shoulder.

            He just hugged her and let her cry until she stopped by her self. And she stopped crying for finally she realized that he got him.

Tuesday, July 7, 2015

A Letter To Miracle Seeker

Dear, miracle seeker
Those who gave up hope
Those who were left by joy
Ones who sought to find the last resort

            Let me tell you
            Some said, miracle is none
            An illusion of mind
            A fake hope
            Dangling on a string
            Just inches from our sight
            Keeping us up fighting
            For something unreal
            And will never be reached

            But let me tell you
            Miracle is never none
            Miracle can be seen
            Try looking at the mirror
            And it will reflect your miracle
            The only one you will ever need
            The last one you will fight for

            Remember?
            When you fight for the thing you want?
            When you bring joy to others?
            When you struggles paid off?
            When you fell and you got back right up?
            When you had your small victories?
            When you tell your self not to give up?

            Now, take a walk inside the mind and the heart
            Look around, once more, and again
            Look for your own smile, and see
            Look for your own relief and joy, and see
And see that you are all you would need
            And see that you will never made it this far, if not for and by your self

So now, dear, miracle
Don’t ever give up on your self
Don’t ever leave your self behind
And remember


You are miracle it self.



Sunday, July 5, 2015

The Shattered Wings Vol.5

            The dragon landed right behind Rein’s group. The body was full of battle scars, scars from both magic and steel. It breathed fire to a wide area in front of him, preventing the guards from moving in to attack. The guards were standing ready to react to anything and protect Tiana. The dragon was breathing heavily and start staring at Rein after he lit up the fire separating him from the guards and Rein’s group. After a few moment it dropped its giant body to the ground without diverting his stare at Rein.

            Rein slowly climb down from the horse and hastily told Tiana “tell your men to stand down”. Without looking back to see how Tiana might respond, Rein approached the dragon carefully. Rein jumped over the fire and closing in to the dragon to a step away from its laying head and put his right hand on the dragon’s snout.

            Right after Rein touched the dragon, he immediately knew who it was, Archangel Arkion. Arkion closed his eyes, using his energy to transform some piece of his memory to Rein where he showed Rein the reason why he had to transform into his beast form and what chaos is rampaging on the seventh sky. And also the battle he lost, the battle where he got all his scars and made up his mind to run away from that place.

            After witnessing the condition of the seventh sky through Arkion memories, Rein took a step back in shock. Arkion opened his mouth. Inside, a sword laid on his tongue, drowned in fire that looked like liquid. Arkion gulped the liquid fire, leaving the sword in his tongue. A shinning bastard sword with a navy blue handle and a small thunder symbol at the base of the blade. Rein took up the sword and inspected it as if he knew that sword.


            Meanwhile inside the castle, Sir Andras has been busy descending the stairs and running from his laboratory at the tower behind the castle to the castle courtyard since he sensed Rein’s group entering the town and another thing flying not so far behind them. A couple times he stumbled and dropped his sword while rashly running until he stepped down the castle door staircase and reached the courtyard.

            Seeing a dragon and the ground burning near Tiana, he tighten his left upper arm and his upper body where he gripped his sword. Put his hand on the handle ready to draw it, strengthen the grip. And dashed away to a step behind Rein.


            Sir Andras drew his sword to slash Rein from left side. Rein quickly blocked it with his sword. But Sir Andras did a quick spinning kick to counter the block, and sent Rein flying to Arkion side.

            Provoked by Sir Andras attack on Rein, Arkion rose back up and breathed fire right to Sir Andras from point blank range. Sir Andras put up a blocking stance with its sword, blocking the fire from touching him and Tiana and the three escort horsemen that were still behind him watching. But it made the fire goes to his side and causing the remaining guards to have to leap back to prevent them self from being burned by the fire.

            When the fire breath stopped, Sir Andras put back his sword in but leaving the base of the blade unsheathed. This time he strengthen his grip and charged magic to his sword from his right hand. Causing the sword to glow violently like scorching iron. He took a step back and was ready to let out a slash with his sword.

            “Sir Andras! Stand down!” Ordered Tiana. Sir Andras stopped his magic flow and loosen his grip on his sword. The sword glow was overcasted. “there goes another sheath” said Sir Andras as his sword sheath turned to ash. Showing his long straight one tipped sword, guardless, and shinning in black metallic material.

            Sir Andras still had his sword ready on his right hand but is standing more calmly. Rein got back up, held his head a little bit dizzy. Still in the tenseness, Arkion dropped his body, sending dust around him. “Arkion!” shouted Rein. Arkion breathed heavily while trying to lift up his head to speak to Rein. Rein ran in front of Arkion, making Sir Andras took a step back in precaution. “whats happening to you?!” asked Rein to Arkion in a worrying tone. “im out of time, and out of energy, i cant maintain my form any longer. That sword you're holding is the only help i can give you. You must help while there is still a little bit of order, Rein.” Said Arkion hoarsely. Arkion finally dropped his head and breathe his last. His body were glowing in light as if his scales were scorching and turned to ash.



            Rein looked at the symbol on his sword as he witnessed Arkion turning to ash and whispered in tears “i will, teacher.”