Masterpiece of The Eyesmith

        Looking back to the beginning of the world, before the first living being existed on the surface of our world. There was The Eyesmith, he who forge the eye for the living being so that they can see in their life. Of course, like other being, The Eyesmith made mistakes, such as forgetting to forge an eye for some creature or person. But to make up for those mistakes, he forged a very beautiful pair of eye that none can match the beauty, not even the beauty of a thousand angel faces can match the beauty of this pair of eyes. That is the Masterpiece of The Eyesmith.

          A common eye consisted of three material. But this pair of eyes are so special they were forged with four special material that have never been used to forge eyes. This pair of eyes were also forged in the surface of the sun itself, to be precise on one of the sunspot. A sun flare will lick out into the dark space every time The Eyesmith swing his hammer to forge this special eye.

          First, The Eyesmith forge the base of the eye, the Sclera part. He wanted to forge an eye with a Sclera so white it will shine out the sun itself. So he asked Amora, the most beautiful angel, for a favor. He asked for a piece of Amora’s cloth. Believing the one to receive the eyes will be undoubtedly a physically matchless in beauty, Amora agreed to help The Eyesmith and gave him a piece of her cloth. And so the base layer of the eyes was forged so white it changed the color of the sunspot to white.

          After the first layer was forged, The Eyesmith started forging the second part of the eye, the Iris.  The Eyesmith thought he needs to make the Iris strong enough to bear the pupil he will make after. So he went to the woods of the Ent, and asked Guaiasanc, the oldest Ent, for a piece of his 10.000 years old wood. Guaiasanc knew that the one to receive the eye will be a person with strong will and heart, and so Guaiasanc gave The Eyesmith a piece of his 10.000 years old wood. And so the Iris was forged strong enough to bear the pupil The Eyesmith was about to make.

          The third part of the eye will be the most special part, the pupil. The Eyesmith planned to make a pupil so dark that the focus of anyone that looks into it will fall over it and be restrained so long they won’t even feel the time spent when looking into it, even after thousands of years. For a material so dark, he went to meet the moon and the sun. They were holding each other in an eclipse when The Eyesmith came for the favor. Hoping the person to receive the eye will represent the shine of the sun and the beauty of the moon, they both agreed to give out the black of the moon on a solar eclipse to The Eyesmith to make the pupil of the special eyes. And so the pupil was made and placed in the middle of the iris.

          And the last one is the material that none of other eyes have, the endless sparkle. To make the eyes sparkle every time light hits it, The Eyesmith pick several of the best star in the universe and sprinkle it on the pair of special eyes. And so the pair of special eyes were forged.

          The Eyesmith then gave this pair of special eyes to a baby girl that was born in the name of Love.

The Past II "the best"

                Well, I guess this second entry will be about that new woman from the previous entry. Here we go. This one is probably someone that ever cared for me the most outside my family. She is kinda the best so far too, or maybe not, or whatever I don’t care. Well, here it is lol.

                Kinda similar with the previous woman, but better, well…maybe better in anything or maybe not, we shouldn’t compare people…but well, I think or thought she was better than the previous one. She is cuter, more caring, nice, fun, and stuff like that.

                After a while breaking up with the previous one, I got together with this one. Didn’t know she was such a caring person to her special one. She was so caring there was this one time where she cried cause I didn’t take the meds she brought me, cause it hurt as hell if I take it. The story is like this…

               

                As usual, after school is over for the day I go to wait for public transportation to go home. But since I got together with her I didn’t just wait in front of my school, but I go to the front of her school, cause our we didn’t go to the same school but our school is pretty close.

                And so I wait beside her, we both take the same public transportation, its just her house is farther than mine. When we wait it was kinda awkward, cause its kinda my first a-bit-serious-realitionship in my life. So I don’t know what to do when im with her, we just stood there beside each other, waiting for the other person to start a conversation or something lol. It was supposed to be me, but I was confused, so I tend to just stood there, just by standing beside her made me quite happy y’knaw.

                And there was this time where I got thrush in my mouth, and I told her about it, but then she told me that she will bring something to cure it the next day, a medicine so powerful it hurts like fire when in the process of curing the thrush or whatever it cure. So I told her no, cause it hurts, I don’t like it, but she insisted, I thought it was just a joke.

                But the next day she actually brought it, and tried to apply it to my thrush. As I said before, I don’t like it, so I kinda close my mouth with my hand. That’s when our ride home passing by, so I stop it, and hop in to the car. I thought she would come in too, but I was wrong, she just stood there and wave to me, and run back inside her school.

                When on the way home I kinda feel guilty and tried to apologize to her through messages. But she replied with cry and sad and angry emoticons that she just wanted me to get better, she cared for me, and some good stuff that made me felt reallyreally guilty that time. Lucky me she forgave me.

                That was quite a story, but its not just from her side which cared so much for the other person, but from my side too. Here is a story where I drop a tear lol.

                As usual when the eid Mubarak day comes, people would go back to their hometown to celebrate with their whole family. So did my family.

                Its kinda hard to acquire phone signal in my hometown and most of the way to it. So I couldn’t contact her that time, and was so missing her. When I finally arrived at my grandparent’s house I managed to contact her through text message, was so happy that I can finally talked to her again, called her too so I could hear her voice.

                But there is this one night where I missed her so much, and no signal for my phone. I guess I couldn’t hold it inside, I kinda drop a tear. This one is kinda stupid, so that’s it lol.

                Well that’s a bit of my story with her. The point is that she is kinda the best when it comes to dealing with our special one. And I kinda last longer than the previous one, in fact, this one might be the longest lasting realitionship I ever have. but i finally broke up cause y'knaw, my usual cause for break ups, i was bored lol. Thanks for reading, have a nice day!

The Past I "The First"

                This entry will tell you about someone in the past, the first to “last long”. Why do I put those quotation mark? Because when I say last long, others might say “its just a couple of months”. I just don’t understand, a couple of months seems to be a long time for me, but why is it so short for others…maybe I came from a different dimension where the time goes slower.

                Anyway, lets not name anyone that involved in my post. So I was on my 7^th or 8^th grade maybe, I forgot, but somehow I get to know with this woman(even though she wasn’t a woman yet I prefer to call all female by “woman”, so don’t complain) which is still on 6^th grader or maybe 5th, don’t ask me how, got a bad memories so I totally forgot how I know her.

                I am my self is still confused about my judgement about others that time. When others said she was “okay”, “not that pretty”, or even “kinda ugly”, that’s not how I see her. Somehow I see her as a cute, kind, smart, and attractive woman so I want to know more, I always do maybe that’s how we got together after a few weeks or days or I don’t know how long of getting closer to each other.

                She was a very caring person, from my judgement she cared a lot about me, still that was a beginning of a realitionship, almost every person would be so too at the beginning right? As we went through days together we got closer, we cared about each other a lot, we even cared about each other’s family. But it seemed that she valued me so much that she was kinda overly attached. When I got colder as in talking, she might just cried and said that I didn’t care anymore, and when I didn’t reply her messages she would said the same thing.

                Anyway, imma tell you about her life a bit. Her father already passed away when i got together with her, so it was her mom left, and her mom married someone and she then have a step father. She didn’t like her step father very much cause she still can’t accept her new father or something like that. She changed bit by bit since that, not that it is bad, however it’s a part of puberty , right? She followed the trend of shuffle dancing that time, as she did her friends changed to, after a while her mother passed away too, all left is her sister to take care of her. Her mother passing shook her so much she changed kinda a lot, she became suicidal and stuff like that.

                The change also included that she become over protective and over attached even more. So I had this “friend”, a woman, she was nice, kind, fun, and stuff. I think I was bored with my woman, cause I start to look for another. The friendship with this new woman got closer and closer but  I still thought that we were just bestfriend while my woman said that I have an affair, because of I still take the new woman as a bestfriend I started to take it that my woman just didn’t like my new friend. It was like that she forbid me to be friend with someone, that’s when I thought “shit, you have no power over me, I decide what I can or cant do my self”. I didn’t know I was wrong and kinda into the new friend, and then I left my woman. i was mean, maybe still am, who knows...

               Well, that’s the end of my first entry, so many flaw, sowwy, cause I just start all these writing stuff. Have a nice day lol.