an unfinished sentence.

I don’t understand. I just can’t understand how your mind works. The question is simple, its just “why?”

You’re indeed always was that girl, the girl who feels like she was born into the world just to taste the never ending defeat. You always feel that you’re that girl. Even thought you’ve worked so hard not to be, even though you have already proved that you are not anymore, even though you might will never be such girl again, but you always feel like that. I guess not even everybody in the world telling you that you’re special can change how you feel about yourself. Well even if so, I will still tell you that you’re special, everyday. Even if you disappear from the universe, I’ll find a way.

Sweetheart, you’re special, even when nobody think so, I will always think so, and nothing can change it. Nobody is born for bad things, not even the most cursed child. A few things that happened in the past might be embarrassing to you, but like I told you “the past can’t be changed”, you can only learn from it, if it’s bad then try to not do it again, if it’s good try to do even better things in the future. The past don’t matter that much, because I believe that the future will always be better, so no matter what happened in your past, none of it can change the fact that you’re special to me.

Can’t you see? There is infinity of better person out there, waiting to be found by someone, well decrease the number of those someones by one, because i'm not gonna look. Because I choose you. You're not letting me go, cause i'm not leaving, i'm staying. I will not fly away, instead I will walk close enough to watch you live your life, but far enough to not be noticed if you don’t want to. Its all your depends on you. If you allow me I will stay with you and try to help you get back up when you stumble. But if you don’t I will keep my distance just to watch you and pray to god to help you in anyway so that you will always get back up when you stumble. I will stay around your path, I will not go to other path. i will try my hardest to live up to all my promises.

What they said is not completely true. Because I think,

 “every end is a new beginning, if those who were ended choose to start over again”

The sentence don’t just stop there, because if those people don’t choose to start over again, the end will only be the end for them, no new start, no rebuilding.

i will one day lead my kingdom to its glorious days once more, maybe not anytime soon, but that day shall come.

yet another attempt to do what i will never be able to do but you always do, being beautiful, not even in writings i can do such a thing, never was my thing, and i think very few can change that.